I am now a messanger !

My lord did answer my prayer ... but now it come in other form .

Many told me , you have to be specify on what you want ... totally in detail .

Was praying this " black cloud" to be disappear as soon as possible ... well it does disappear but here come another asshole.

Message i received on my Facebook messenger

I covered the profile photo of the SPY and name of my friend for privacy reason... the reason is this is my blog not others .. i rather talk about myself then gossiping about others life ...

ok as for those who are following my blog know what's going on recently ...

1st was 3rd wheel , then 4th..... now messenger ..(ref to dialog from picture) ...

I am not a person that will judge even i know my friends are having affair .. i would not tell the wife , or the husband.

As a friend , when some one come to me and share their problem is always my pleasure . Mean i am a trust able person in their eyes.

I am not a psychologies, or relation consultant ,.... but i definitely is a good listener , most of the times ppl who are in trouble are not looking for solution but just some one to listen to them . 

Of cause i will try my best to advise them to go back on the "right track" . But that is there choice ...

Maybe a lot will scold me and blam what i am doing is wrong ....or do the same act as THE SPY.

Well , that's my personal option , i HAVE ALL MY RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHAT I PREFER.

In my point of view , THE SPY are not helping at all .

What can you do by telling the person the true ?

Ref to the case above , she will 1st sure felt sad .

Are you happy to see her sad ?

What do you get if she is sad ?

If your intention is not to see her sad , but would like to see the husband leave the affair or the affair to leave the relation .

Then you should be discussing about it to the husband/ the affair and not doing shit to the wife .

I saw many affairs before but i never tell one.

Cause i know it will not help any parties ..but create pain...

I am sad to say in Malaysia not all women are independent yet , some of the women get married after "school" give birth .. they dont have working experiences , there is no chance for them to live in this city by them self .

By telling them the husband is having affair. What can they do?

Cry .... but cant leave ... close the eyes but sad in the heart ?

What would you get after , Mr SPY ?

 

I work for a Dato' ... i know many started to think i am one of the open leg ... well think as you like , i know who am i.

So come back to my job , i went to night clubs pretty often . Not all night club party mean dirty .

Not all night clubs party = Sex

Anyway i was mistaken as party girl or on job girl too before ...

Hell yah .... i dont give a damn on what ppl think and say, i live my life ...after years most of the clubs mama/papa sang/staffs all knows i am not part of the "meat seller".

Many rich ppl / business man just like to have privacy ... and only like to hang around with ppl they know . And my boss is one of them. He prefer to have gathering in private. 

You can make up any stories about me but that's never will bring me down.

 出泥不沾

 

no matter what is the situation given ...it will never be the excuse for you to grow "spoil" 

A lotus can grow from mud , So do you ! 

Mother nature already gave a prove. 

To be continue ...

i am not a professional writer , there must sure have error of typing , spelling , grammar.... so pleadse forgive me ... this is a page of my personal feeling . I just write it like dairy . 

  

Black cloud on head

Stories just come to a little quite .... There come another so call old friend...  I know this person 10 +/- years ago in Thai club ... After all we are not close ,u know typical party friends ... After long time never meet .. 5/6 years ago we pump up in a cafe ... Was with my bf ...( now X ,He is Italian) so this old friend started conversation in Chinese ... I replied in Chinese too but then when I introduce my bf ..(now x) Ofcause in English ... Then the conversation was carry out in English ... I was very happy to meet with old friend... Then this shallow asshole went home complaint to my BFF say I am very lansi now ... Communicate with him in English ... Acting high class after dating with white ... I really regret to know such friend honestly ... 

There is a white in the middle of the conversation , of cause we should use the language everyone could understand . I believe it is a very basic of respect to others , it should be understandable no? But this so call old friend banded my idea and intention start to create rumours around my childhood friends. 

Honestly that's the very last time i meet him . Recently there is a tea gathering ... My bff told me My so called old friend asked her am i dating with a married man ! Out of no where I am mistress pula...She told me ... The "old friend" say he heard from someone say now i am dating with a married man ! My BFF know me well ... She responded straight who is that someone ? 

I defiantly wanna to know who is this SOMEONE ! Beside my BFF we do not have commend friends ! And come on my BFF knows la if I have a fb or bf or anything la ...I will tell her the very 1st hand la.

what rumours you want to spread while I have not seem you for ages ? 

Just because I stopped you to comment / related me with politic on my Facebook , that's why you "revenge" izzit ? 

Why spread rumours this not true ? What would you get ? 

Gossip is the privilege of women please don't rob our " job " ! 

Please la if you really tak puas hati to lost debate to me on facebook come again on stage we fight like hero ... but don't forget to bring brain please . Only chick revenge in this kind of way . Again if you want to use the chick way please cut your balls ! 

Btw if you really have that much of time to spread rumours , please la ,use it to give your family a better environment ...  Go understand how condoms work , the cost , the size , the design , the function .... So you don't give lost control with making babies less then 3 date ,forced to married ... And now lost control with pregnancy issue ...I hope non of you kids has your brain ... Cause it is fuck up ! 

Dear all , if you would love to know my current status you can ask me DIRECT ! Or don't worries I will sure announce to world on Facebook if I am fucked with married/ taken man. 

Good night ... Hope tomorrow once I wake up all this 3rd wheel , 4th ...10 wheel stories all disappear . 

3rd /4th wheel part 2

The 4th wheels stories is really funny to me ... 

i am sorry if after you read and realize it was u i am talking about ... cause i never see such phyco women like you before ... and it is very funny so i do like to share the joke around . Please forgive me :) btw you can hate me I don't care , that's me :) 

In some eyes Mr A is a charming guy ... But not in mine ! 

I like mature man , 6 pax , blue eyes and good body shape ... Oh taller then me still after my 4 inch heel :p so confirm Mr A is not my cup of tea . 

So Mr A have a lovely gf ... And in the same time he has a lovely friend with benefit too ... Emnn I am wondering ... He does have extra sperm or .... Anyway we can think and discuss about later ... LoL .

So bf was very annoyed wit the relationship , she would love to own Mr A .... Out of no way she can and share her secret with me ... Swear by my lord's name I really don't judge her on what she did ... Been listening to her , try to help her to get out from the relationship .

We are not close at all , just meet couple of time while party :) but she chooses to discuss with me cause she say her friends would have judge her . After all know I know that's not the reason . 

Btw she want to get out from that too , I am very happy and more then willing to help . But she seem can't move on ... All of the topic is about him him him ...and insult the gf a lot .

Well I have life too ! So after some time I run out of patience .... 

I hate to see girls making themself looked cheap ! You know is wrong to be 3rd wheel , yet you don't want to move ... Still comparing yourself with the gf yet still insulted her . 

Miss Phyco

I would love to know what's the credit you get if you are better then her ? 

You say GF is cheap , then you goes compare with her ... Why don't you compare yourself with "higher grade" ... So you does know you are in cheap categories ... 

So you think you are better & GF is cheaper then you ... That why Mr A always looked for you . If you are really as good as you think why not Mr A just leave her for you since you are better ? Why Mr A will direct you to keep quite when she called ? Why Mr A have to leave you in cold and rush back to her bed if you are so damn good ? 

The real reason she choose to shared her stories with me because she though Mr A have affair with me ... I am Mr A another FB ....@@ I have no words but just lol . 

She started to describe all the details and the process of how they fuck each others every time we chat ... So very one day I told her to stop ... Explaining to her I am not interested with those topic ... There the phyco women review herself ... She started to claim I have affair with her man others wise why I am sensitive and requested her to stop the description... Guys !! Can we do a survey here ? How many of you like to listen how the cock looked like , how it preform , how the tongue move , the hand ..... ? If I need porn ... I can get dozen of free clips online FREE ! I am a visual animal :p 

So I explained to her I have no affair with him just don't like this kind of topic ... Then she start to " investigate" me like I did crime ... Then she claim I must has fucked him ... LOL ... Honestly I didn't . If I would want to I did it long ago. 

Then she come with lot of crazy stories , so called fact ... Just to related me with him ...well nothing I do better then this ... I ignored :) 

Yes , I am not like major women ... I separate sex and love ... so friend with benefit is friend with benefit it doesn't mean I love u. 

Fb have their rules ... If you can stay with the rules better dont go in. Since you know the condition before you started and you refuse to keep ,then u are looking for trouble . 

Keep praying stories end ...she was quite for days and I though it really come to an end ... Finally have peace of mind ...There another stories began ...Miss phyco contacted with my x fiancé . 

X fiancé contacted with me ... Something I felt very warm in the heart is without asking a word ... What's the stories ... He told me to be careful with both women , the gf and bf ... Is clear they both have phyco problem .... 

For the gf ... Yeap before she gave me problem too ... She think I have affair with his boyfriend too ....but doubt was clear very fast after I told her I have my own man ( my x fiancé ) btw she is much more reasonable then this fb . 

Some time I do look up to the sky and question my lord ... Why I am given this kind of  " punishment " If I really did rob / disturbed others family / relation I am more then deserve ...but I never ...and others just like to blame me for their lost relation. 

To be continue ..... 

3rd /4th wheel

Recently there is a black cloud on top of my head ... No matter how ... It just don't go away .

4 months ago before my long holiday started ... Make the story short and simple ...

One of my friend of benefit contacted with me after long ... Anyway I was the one that's end it ...but we end it in peace ... Super peace ... We never meet after, I knew that he moved on ... He's married with a lovely girl , I am really happy for him ... And times fly ...

The very 1st sentences he sent to me is I am divorce. He started to contact with me because there is some problem in their relationship ... I don't know about details ....

Well as a friend I do advice him to re think after cold down ... 

Btw he is in need of money too .... So I intro him a freelance job project basis...

Honestly beside normal friend conversation and project ,i never have other topics / meet him in person.

After some time , (less then a month) there comes the problem , the wife of my friend with benefit called ... I have a bad habit , I do not answer call from unknowns ...non stop ,a lot of calls ... there come the SMS ...once I received the SMS I know who is on the line . 

The wife think I am the one that make the husband want to divorce with her . I have no idea how can and what I did .

With the name of my lord , I did not do anything to their relationship . Out of no where I suddenly become 3rd wheel of their relation . 

I replied : I have nothing with him but the wife seem not satisfy with my reply and keep on troubling me ... The only thing I do is ignore . 

Is not I am afraid or whatever ... I choose to ignore because 1.I have no intention to talk with mad women . 2. There is no point to talk with some one that think only from their shoe . 3. I stated my position very clear , i do not see the point to make further explanation to some one that choose not to believe me . 4. I have no interest to deal with a women that know only to blame . When your relation doesn't work you have to think why ? Not blame others ... Some more I believe I am way old old old stories. 

Some time I really don't know why women like to lie to them self. 

Why never think why A man choose to contact / keep in touch with his x fb ? 

Even he knows you will not be happy but still he chooses to keep in touch , why ? 

And how much you think he love you ?

Think also if your relation is strong who can separate you both apart ?  If it is not as strong as you think , is it worth for you to WASTE the rest of your life ? 

From the point of women why I would have to leave the relation If I do like him ? And come back to him after he is married ? Just because I love to share ?

Ok lets say I really did come back to seduce him ... How much your husband love you ? When he accept "me" ... 

Honestly I am not interested to share man with another women , I do worry he have insufficient sperms for me lol . 

And I cant understand why women want to give shit to another women because of a cheap man? I don't .

For me ... Lets say I really got your man ... Today he leave ur bed for me ... Tomorrow he would leave my bed for another ... Why have to hurt another women for a man that not worth ? 

And darling , I am not god ! It is not my fault if your husband cant move on or chooses to "keep" me in him mind . I can't control others mind and feeling .... 

And finally my 4 months holiday started ... Off my local phone and traveled ...so I though the stories end ... But there goes the email ... I keep on ignore and finally she stop texting me ... ;) 

Well don't you think that's the end ?? Nope ... After back from holidays ... Another stories began .... 

This time more funny ... I am the 4th wheels lol ...

To be continue ...... 

  

Sorry for not updating my blog

Big big big sorry for not blogging for ages ....

Forget the password ..bz ...lazy ..and crazy life ...therefore discontinue to blog...

Hope i can pick up again the writing skill after all...

nothing much to share today ....